Thursday, November 18, 2010

18 nov 2010

今天去配了隐形眼镜
检查下来右眼675度,左眼650度,配的是两只眼睛都是600度的FREQUENCY酷柏半年抛眼镜。
视力越来越深了。。。我好担心

下午去了可口可乐的金桥工厂,参观了可口可乐博物馆,还不错。。。其实我更想看的是可口可乐生产线。
从可口可乐工厂回来,AML,ABOQ什么的报表都没做。。。Maggie 一点都不会帮我分担Daily的工作。。。很累。我们的分工越来越明确,daily 的都找我,别的都找她。。。我不喜欢这样子
崔樱不捐款是对的,我希望有一天我也有她的魄力。

我要训练自己的控制力。

Friday, January 1, 2010

Hello 2010

Goodbye2009

2009 is such a long year to me, graduation, looking for a job, countless interviews, and finally get a steady job.
For a bright future here I do some conclusion.

Part one, review

I get much and lost much in 2009.

What I get

A job, no matter how it is, it’s my job, first job. I feel thankful that my boss gave me the position. From my view, I am proud to get this job, there is no many of my classmates get a decent job, and mine ,close to my major, suit my interest, not very bad paid, harmony work place and agreeable colleagues, lovely boss ,at least it’s decent to my age and my zero-experience background.
So I should say the best thing in the 2009 I get is my now job.

What I lost

I have to say it’s a really big loss- I lost the peace of the life.
Maybe because too many things happened, maybe the society is not prosperous, maybe all is just excuses.
I do not exercise regularly for a long time, I take care my skin less than before, my temper become weird, many nights I go to bed without bathing and teeth brushing. And more than 3 times in this year I went out playing whole night. I seldom read books, I feel tired when reading English. I do not write blog any more. Be lazy and lost interest in everything.

The worst thing of those is that I know it’s not good, I tortured when I am doing or undoing what I think is not a right choice. I wasted too many time on net just to let rubbish fill my brain. I even have a private financial crisis.

However, now I decide make a change, I do not like this life, it make me hate myself. And I can’t get anyone’s respect by this kind of life.

Part two, Plan

Principle first

1, INTEGRITY, the basic character a human being should own.

2, SYMPATHY, because when I am cold, I always hope there is a one who can give me a coat.

3, BRAVE, when dying, people only regret for what they haven’t done instead of what they have done.

4, PERSEVERE, it’s the right attitude to do everything. If one thing deserve begin, it deserve be finished. (But when you find it goes on the wrong way, you must have the courage to stop…he he, here’s a small conflict)

5, RESPONSIBILITY, keep my word, do best to work and anything even which I was involved reluctantly. (So I need learn to avoid things which may bring troubles.)


Relationship second

I was deemed to need others caring. Like Everyone.
I need friends, I need sharing happiness, sadness with them, I need exchange thoughts with them. Friends include parents, classmates and colleagues. Though not everyone could be a true friend
I need love, and love is a thing which only needs one people. That’s good.

Work third
I will put more strength in my work, my target is only one, PROFESSIONAL, learn as much as I can, it takes my principle 4 and 5.PERSEVERE, and RESPONSIBLE.
It’s easy, just do it, do not be lazy.
Work for what? Motivation is very important .First, work is my social responsibility. Second, I want my salary raised and get promotion. The first reason can make me finish work well, but only the strength of my second eager can decide how perfect I can make my work done, and how professional I can be.
This is just what I thought about work now, as the level raise I know I will have more to deal with, but from an operation clerk to an officer I think I only need work skills.


Daily life
Live according a daily schedule, live healthily and regularly
Exercise at least three times per work.
Enough sleep.
Go to hospital when feel uncomfortable.
Have a beautiful make up in work days and when need meet friend. (Not only can make people who meet me have a good mood but also give me confidence)
Read more, learn more (at least read newspaper everyday)
Write something everyday. (Record life, conclude things and slower the life step)

Hello 2010

Friday, April 17, 2009

8월의 크리스마스


love likes photo , colours will fade away.
so if we never begin it , you will always beautiful.

i love life
but its not in my hands...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

before this moment



from the movie
"people exchange numbers and only called once or twice,
i hate that"















one

i fall in love with a scenery
i hope i can come here once more
however
because its in my city
i won't come here again

two

i found a tree is charming
shining in the moonlight
leaves twinkle with stars
i miss it every night
i promise one day i will come back
when i decide leave my city

three

there is a river
green water and happy fishes
reading a book on its bank
is the best afternoon i have had
where is the river?
sorry i can't remember

four

let me think you without imagination

Sunday, April 5, 2009

where does the creativity come from?

iPhone will load in china in some days, people need not buy smuggled iPhone any more. why people are such crazy about iPhone? if let me answer this question,i will say that because its Jobs work. of course i can't represent others ,at least other Chinese . i can't stand for those who like the most fashionable (its not actually), like luxury(its not actually)
and like the new technology....its not actually

just after very countable days after the touch screen technology was unveiled, Chinese skilled workers deciphered the idea and copy the same and maybe even better...how ever they just can't invent themselves, what are they lack of? just an idea.
just an idea.

i hate Japanese , but i can't deny they are always full of ideas, last time when i met Yu (this guy is a Japanese fan) ,he told me that on the Japanese street, the balloonchildren play )can drift in the air on the level with their waist. its not difficult even i can image how balloon designers make it. but have you ever see it elsewhere?

last year Japanese applied 28744 pieces of patent, just after the United States, 18% of the whole world, how about Chinese? 6089! such a small nation and the big dragon !

when we are jealous of their achievement , have we ever self-examed? we do not like Japanese corporation, because once you work there that means you will have huge work load. when we are graduated from the university , we become the most smart people in this world, job without interest?no. job with less relax? no. job with low payment , no. we are the intelligence how can we take this kind of job?
but for the survival ,one day we will have to take a job, of course which does not satisfy us, so we will not pour our heart into it, i have seen too many people do not finish their job well(include me,be honest)

where does the creativity comes from if we do not work hard? how can we know the idea without put our body in the job? i have some experience that sometimes i ask others a question,but before they give me the answer i get it myself, i get the answer after my asked and before others open mouth to say... and sometimes i do not what to say in my blog,but when face to my blog homepage, and pick a topic at random, i will find i have many to say, actually more than many...

creativity comes from the work with heart, not the work comes from the creativity .so not purse the idea, go to work and no matter what it is do it with your best, ideas will fellow you .

Genius is 1% inspiration, and 99% perspiration.
its a simple rule, Thomas Edison have told us long long ago.




Saturday, April 4, 2009

miracle make the world round


from the movie:

"i knew at that moment I had to make a choice. I could submit to everything that was happening and live a life of excuses... or I could push myself. I could push myself and make my life good.


I am gonna to work as hard as I possibly can,and see what will happens!


It's very improbable, but not impossible.

And this is life."

i have been asked a question that" what't the best thing in your life?" my answer is "everyting could happen"

as my growing up i increasingly found that life is really amazing, it is much more interesting than any movie or opera.

just yesterday i thought about how to quit my bad habit of being late (actually i seldom be late now, but not perfectly punctuality). i said to myself that if next time i am late again, i will run naked around my neighbourhood, then since its too cruel, i changed my mind, i decided if i am late next time i will give all the money in my purse to the first beggar i see on the street.

if i unfortunately be late again and i want to keep my words ,then there will be a lucky beggar, usually i have 100yuan in purse, so all of sudden a beggar will get 100yuan at once before knowing what happen.

so everything will happen as long as you still alive.may he think.

all the people are ordianary , and those who knows it will become really ordinary. everyone think he is unique at young, but how many of them still hold the faith that i was born to change this world? life is a river and we human beings like stones, as time goes by,water pass by us like water wear down stone, in the end we all become cobblestones. or you are so naughty, you keep jump and one day you jump out the river and stay among the grass, sun shines on you in the summer, wind blows to you in the winter, till after many years god pick up you and do some carve work on your body, some of you flee because its too pain , others stay. after the torment ,one day in front of the mirror you suddenly found yourself is shining ... you are diamond.

people are diamond God throw in the river,but before you become a true diamond you have to jump million times , waiting a long time before someone pick up you, endure the knife carving on you. and all of us knows that more carving work,more facets, more valuable. all of those process need miracle, what we can do is being ready when it comes, do you believe miracle? i believe that life itself is a miracle.

diamond is mainly made from carbon, people's body is mainly made from carbom, too. many things are made from carbon , what you will be totally depends on your own choice.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

my scapula never broken!!!!

a friend found me by googling my name, though i still can't add him in my friend's list because his friend's list is full... but i too google myself for some fun...

then i found some something really funny...

there is a page about my high school teacher,said how good she is...
because when i was in her class, i was hitted by a car, so she use it ...well ,exaggerate...
here i translate some passage , just for fun~

(my teacher is Mrs Shen)
at 2005, there was a student named Guo Liang, once on the road she went to school, a car accident happened ,resulted in scapular fractures.Shen and some teachers and the president went to the hospital and visited her at once.on the bed, student Guo tightly grasped Shen's hand and told her tearfully "teacher Shen, i want to go to school ! i can't delay my lessons " with those pitiable sound,how can Shen be not distressed? Shen told Guo,"do not worry, i know you are a good student, yo u need not worry about the study thing , your classmantes and i will help you and your study, and now your only task is taking care of yourself, keep yourself healthy"
in the period when Guo was in the hospital , Shen always talked with Guo's parents to release their pressure....
after their hard working, finally Guo entered her favorate university..

truth is
on 7th , october, 2003, its a national holiday, but we have to go to school , because i haven't finished my homework(i was a bad student i have to say, i seldom finish my homework...but my score is not low, lol) so i have to hurrily rush to school to ask for some help, then i was hitted...
when i was sent to the hospital ,well ,president and Shen came to see me ,its truth, but its because they can't bear the guity charge that asking students go to school on holiday. the education bureau regulates that any school can't delieve lessons and...well, earn money. so they have to soothe us to assure we won't charge them. of course we won't charge them, i was still a student there, i will get nothing good if i do that...

and she told me "do not worry...i will help you "? come on, you know when i went to school what she told me? she said "you have rest for a long time, i think its better for you to rest one year then after one year you can rebegin the session second" she is the head teacher in our class, how many students can enter university how rewards will she get, she must think i will lower her enrolment rate! but i still decide to continuely stay in her class, for i am so unmature when young, i only think about playing, i do not like study,if i rest for one year, i can never study any more, i clearly know my unmature . and she will help me? don't kid...she never help me, my major was physics there was some time before the enrolment exam my physics is not good at all, and she never helped me...(or tried to help)...
she always talked with my parents? come on, she never call us when i was not at school.
and i haven't enter my favorate university, when i went to leave shanghai, she said a girl should not go to other cities

and my scapular never broken, its my clavicle which once broken.
i can image that when she wrote this passage, she thought that" which part of Guo Liang was broken? i can't remember..any way who cares?"

really funny