sitting down here seeing time lapsing……

maybe after some days i will complain about busy work...
maybe after some days i will hope have a long vaction...

but not now, now i just feel i have too much time, its beyond my ability to manage them efficiently...

in front of computer, check mailbox every 10 minutes, check douban and xiaonei every 10 minutes, look for some interesting vedios every 10 minutes, eating something every minute...

look outside from my window, people walk on sthe street ,some with faster pace, some with slower pace, but everyone has his destination,know what to go and what to do... only me always at idle, idling away time...i even feel the watch is laughing at me:haha i am stealing your time and you have no aware of that, haha.
i know that ,okay?

well, actually i know what should i do now...continue to look for suitable positions, look for a economic article to translate, read and rethink my essay again so can answer any geeky questions from Professor Jin, prepare for the accounting test and security test, english learning...actually i have many things to do,i found i just have no ability to order them so can't manage my time well...but last winnter i could tackle every things well and achieve a lot...why one year after i loss the ability ???

what stuck in my heart and my thoughts...

its not interesting stuggle here....go to look for 10000 English words to translate!!