i am what i choose to be

about 22 years ago, God told me that i can choose a body, a destiny to parasitize.

i had to choose carefully for i will be this people for a long long time.

there are ten features , the full marks of each feature is 10,i was given 80 points to alloted.

the ten features are 1.the look 2. the family background 3. IQ, 4.people i will meet .5. the socity i was born, 6 unknown accidents(good or bad) happen in life, 7.good habits .8.will power. 9. attitude 10.health

from the feature 1 to feature 6 , you can directly see how many points you choose to give,in an other words, they are doomed. from the feature 7 to feature 10, you have to work hard to reach the points ， say, if you give ATTITUDE 10points, that means by your efforts , you can reach your best attitude, but if you do not wnat to give ATTITUDE 10 points or never try to form positive attitude, you won't get the most perfect attitude.

so how i looked today is what i have chosen. sometime i think i am not beautiful , some time i hope to own a better figure, but i won't complain, i know i am not the most pretty girl in this world because i allot the points to other things i care.

the family background was also choosen by me. its not a rich family and we have not the high level position in this society,my parents are not high educated , some times they even unreasonable。 but i won't feel any dissatisfy for its the family which i choosed , i surely can choose the richest family in this world, but i give up,because to me there are something more important than family background.

if i am smarter maybe i could enter a better university and win a lot of prize, maybe i will be famous after getting some Lifetime Achievement Award . i would get the nickname genius. yeah, i like to be smart, brain is so important to me, but limited points are also so precious. i must use it most efficient.

where am i where are people, i am impossible isolated,to some extent i am who i choose to make friends with. my friends decide whats the life i am living. how many people can be my good friends depends on how many points i give to this option, if i give it 10points, i can easily find bosom friends, easily find the life partner. but i wont waste points here.

i respect those who choose giving the lowest points to the society where they were given birth, some were born in the poorest area ofAfrican , India and china.everything is fair, they own more than those who are born in Europe in other fields.

of course you can have a smooth whole life, but i won't choose that, not only i do not want to give too many valueable points to it but also i am an risktaker。so i won't feel unfair even when the car hitting me cruelly. i was reading the《 Digital Fortress》in the night before the operation, i still remember in the novel the elevator code is Susan according to the heroine's name . i still remember the bedlight is so dim... so cool to think back.

after distrubiting the points to the former 6, i still have 40 remained, well i have calculated. so except what i can't change, i will try best to get the full marks of the later four features.

i will try to form the best habits,or bad habits will form me badly

i will hold the strongest will power to presue what is most important in my life . its freedom .

the most magic thing in this world is every coin has two sides, when you change attitude,you can see diffient thing. i need the sttitude which can help me always find the bright side.

its not easy to get the opportinuty to be a human being, now that i process, why not try to be the most healthy myself?life is beautiful till death.

so thats how i am who i am.
thats who you can see.
i am cool to be Guo Liang.




THIS ARTICLE IS CREATED AFTER READING THE NEWS THAT BABY CAN BE DESIGNED NOW
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